LONELY

I never knew that it could hurt this much, missing someone who is right next to you. When you just want to say, "I need you" but your pride holds you back not to mention the fear of being pushed away. Nex time I decide to give my heart, please hit me on the head...HARD. Why cant people just say what they want from the beginning instead of allowing you to waste all these emotions....and if I don't stop now...I'll howl.